Emotional Morning

I am not sure why I cried when she pack her clothes.
I am not sure why I find it hard to breathe when she left the door.
I was muted as the song Iris from Goo Goo Dolls played from the G4's crappy speakers.

I am not really sure what happened.
It was like a blurred slow-shutter footage.
The only thing I can be sure of is that I am not good enough to make her happy.

As the door closed and the lips kissed, the song ended.
Speaker muted.
I muted.
And so was the world to me that morning.


sigh...